I’ve been
back from Brazil for over two months now and the memories of my 4-month-long
trip really seem like a dream... It looks like London life has sucked me in and
is determined to keep its clutch on me with the cold, wet and jobless reality.
My BF still in São Paulo (according to the latest news, he should be
coming back to London in three weeks’ time, yay!), I have to resort to browsing
through my facebook photo albums to remind myself that it all really happened. And
my saudade is not just about him, it
is, strangely enough, about the city, too. Just the other night I had a dream
that I was going to perform as a singer with a group right there, in São Paulo.
I woke up disappointed it wasn’t true. But then again, who knows; maybe
someday!
Is it indeed that strange that I should miss Sampa, as it’s
colloquially called? A city with lines of cars longer than from here to the
moon, more rain in a week than London had this April (and trust me, it was a
lot) and thousands of skyscrapers in an apparent fight for the last bits of
sunshine, like thirsty plants in this urban jungle. I remember when, on my
first, four-day-long, visit to this city, I asked my host: “So what is the
landmark? Where is that place that everybody instantly recognises as pertaining
to São Paulo, where people meet, the heart?” He seemed puzzled. What, no
Paulistan Big Ben? I silently wondered. No Eiffel Tower? Not to mention Cristo
Redentor. Let’s not even go there (there is a fierce competition between SP and
Rio de Janeiro that I will talk about a bit later). I just couldn’t believe
there isn’t anything characteristic that would help me create a mental image of
São Paulo by means of just one token. “Avenida Paulista is quite famous” my
friend didn’t give up. Right, a big street that runs through the whole city
like a pulsating vein, never stopping pumping more traffic in and out of its
borders. That didn’t even come close to meeting my expectations of this
specific something.
I discovered what it is during my second trip which was ten times longer. It’s just not where I was looking for it. You know, with such
Rio it’s easy; the overwhelming statue welcomes you from the top of the hill with
its arms wide open (and says goodbye in much the same candid manner), the
extreme heat hits you in the face right after you get off the plane, and walking
along the ridiculously and undeservingly famous Copabana beach is bound to leave
you with sunburn you won’t quickly forget. With SP, things are rather
intangible. Relatively far from the sea, much colder and flat as an ironing
board, it doesn’t have much to offer. At the first glance. But it’s enough to start
walking the streets to notice. Or to feel, I should say. And four days are not
enough to discover what I’m talking about. You need to come, take a bus, visit
the MASP, gorge a coxinha*, get lost, lose
your flip-flop when running in the sudden downpour, have a cold Brahma in a
corner bar or dig into a feijoada after a roda de choro on a Saturday
afternoon, get stuck in a traffic jam with a full bladder, leave for a party at
1AM and be sure you’ll still get there before the show starts, have another
beer, chat with a taxi driver, watch at least one episode of Ratinho**, have a
shot of cachaça to recover from the shock, see your friends play a gig with
more swing than all your dance and music teachers put together, visit Museu da
Lingua Portuguesa, sink your teeth into an indecently ripe mango and let the
juices run down your chin, have one more beer, find out what guioza, hashi and shoyu mean, see live samba somewhere in Vila Madalena, eat
in a kilo bar, forget what time of the year it is... and then we’ll talk. For
the time being, enjoy this HD video (not mine) with views of the city and
please, please, ignore the extremely naive music.
*a kind of pastry filled with shredded chicken (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Coxinha)
**Programa do Ratinho, a Jerry-Springer-type TV show for the dumb masses